Sharp as Teeth and Stars

I was born blown minded with an eye on oblivion

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Tue Jul 24

What is that ticking?

Oh yes, it’s my biological clock.  I thought mine was broken, but I’ve been having a lot of thoughts lately about children and fatherhood. 

It’s a rather moot point at this time seeing as I have not met anyone with whom I could raise a child.  I’m not even sure I really want a child, but it’s something going through my brain of late.  I may just be desperate for someone in whom I can invest myself emotionally, but I also want to teach someone how to be human in this world.  I have a nurturing instinct that I repress too much.

I just cannot shake the feeling that a child is something I want in my life.